TimBoi BloG

2005-06-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

Padi field...

2005-06-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sry ah i forgot abt day 3 and 4...coz i too slpy le...we bought alcohol to our room and drink...open the stupid heienkin and carlsber beer i broke my nail...got cuts on my hand...so pain...sian..haha...but drink until song...until the whole room got alcohol smell...most of us nv slp..Only yong sim..yuting..jiawen..sab..wilson..angela and me survive the nite only...haha...so tired made a wager with sab and wil...who slp get whack...haha...regretted...haha...when dawn approaches we go back to our own room to pack our bags...by the time is breakfast...i can barely be sober...so stupid man me...niu you is butter...and i still can ask who is it...lame rite...haha...anyway...this trip is unforgettable...i hope we could have such fun again...Nitez my craptalkers frens..

2005-06-17T21:50:00.000-07:00

Well...Ages since i last wrote in my blog...and juz came back frm my geo fieldtrip...so fun...the whole grp...according to class...Yan le..kevin..wilson..izuan..ridzwan..yokesh..lee fong..jiawen..yuting..sabrina..yongsim..lishan...finally me...big grp rite...but thn at the room got more...
DAY 1:
Started to take pics at the bus...so enthu...then i also start taking...haha...so fun....the bus journey very long...so slpy...ate at a country club...got class man...too bad the whole was not fun except the firefly tour...spectacular...i only manage to catch one firefly...so cute they all...finally reach our GOLD COAST HOTEL...at bout 11...go shan an sab room to havoc...haha...play blind mice...so violent...got so many injuries...knock into this and dat...
DAY 2:
Woke up early...while waiting for le to bathe i slp so suay...the girls come inside our room...come and wake me up...so funny...then finally go eat...then on our way to cameron...but then we went to visit the rice and oil palm plantations...so fun...shan help me take lots and lots of pictures...her skill good...all clear de..except for some...i don understand why...haha...our bus driver...Ahbang...can go be initial D driver...so professional...so windy and narow the road he drive like nth..no sweat man for him...stop by a waterfall...took photo...suay wan to take a grp photo a time my cam no batt..hmm...oh well...no choice carry on our day..by the time we reach the top its late...bout 9...finally got shopping for us...but is the street type...haha...i bought a clay pig and a sweater for myself but the pig for my dad...still the same went back to our room to bathe then havoc again...haha...this type is worst so much noise...watch vcd...play blind mice...uno...anything we can think of..by the time is 2.30 le...too tired to go back...all slp together...haha...

2005-06-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

4E3 rox..ya?

2005-06-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!Crappers reunion!!!

2005-06-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

Shan and Niu You

2005-06-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Shan and Tim

2005-05-18T15:36:00.000-07:00

Hai so sian got back my mid year paper le...3 subject fail...2 maths and 1 humanities..hai my chinese only pass by one mark...pathetic...hai..i juz cant wait to get out of this damn school...so stupid....hai....dats all la..i no mood to write any more...

untitled life..

My big day!!!

2005-04-25T18:15:00.000-07:00

Hey...sry guyz...so long nv update my blog le...sry no time...also abit lazy...haha...so happy...On sat i have to say sry to CYN...a big big sry....i nv go with y'all...coz i got family gathering...for my birthday...coz monday no time to celebrate le...haha...i belief u all had a great time...haha...then on sun...i woke up 15 mins earlier than i shd...haha...so excited....get ready for my day to SENTOSA...haha..with Fiq...Fong...Gus...Jes...mei..and hui...haha...met fong to have breakfast together...then wen to mrt wait for them met fiq there...thy brought items to eat i nv bring anything....feel so bad...haha...then mei and hui come le....so left for yishun to meet jess and gus...then we headed for harbourfront...haha...the journey there so squeezy...By the time we reach there so late le...11.30....haha..listen to green day holiday on the way...the weather so damn bloody hot...wa...the sand already cooking our feet...we couldnt find a place to rest so we juz put it on a shade then go play volleyball...aha...so hot...cant keep still...they complain dat i hit the ball too hard...then only hui cn catch my ball...haha...until we couldnt take it we went into the water to cool off...haha...so shoik the feeling....then only the boys get wet...the gals nv...so unfair...haha...then we play frisbee...too hard to catch..fly so far...thn nv play le...we go cool off again...go eat a bit...then go water again...the gals ps us....go the other side thn nv come back...go there play...haha...then fiq gus and i had to carry everything there....i feel so stupid carry the mat and the things inside cross the siloso beach the bridge.,...so shaky...haha...the sand there is evern hotter....faster put and jump into the water...so clear and cool the water...haha...play and paly in the water...don wan get out...then we go to the bridge and dive into the water...haha...do cannonball,do somersaults...all nv work haha...then we start tossing each other in the air...i toss fiq until he scared....i keep tossing fong up....haha....so funny...then we stop a while..go eat go drink and rest...then we play mua chi...haha..wet ourselves and roll onto the sand into the water so fun...but very dizzy...haha...then we stay in the water play monkey...suay fong always the monkey..i also..mei lazy monkey...haha...nv go catch the ball...then fong and jess started take off their shirt...they wear bikini inside they don wan take off instead they wear something outside...then it defeats the purspose of wearing it...haha...then they bury me in the sand...so funny...next time i upload here...haha...dunno who keep steping on my hand...then whack my little 'guy'....u noe...haha...got a very very very bad sunburn...stress...then have to go take no.1...sure die one la...haha...anyway dats all guyz...tata...

Happy birthday DJ_Tim
Finally 16...

2005-04-17T15:45:00.000-07:00

SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"EVERYTIME"
It was three AM when you woke me upAnd we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could goJust to get awayWe talked about our livesUntil the sun came upAnd now I'm thinking aboutHow I wish I could go backJust for one more dayOne more day with youEverytime I see your faceEverytime you look my wayIt's like it all falls into placeAnd everything feels rightEver since you walked awayYou left my life in disarrayAll I want is one more dayAll I need is one more day with youWhen the car broke downWe just kept walkin alongTil we hit this town There was nothing there at allBut that was all okayWe spent all our money on stupid thingsBut if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all awayJust for one more dayOne more day with youEverytime I see your faceEverytime you look my wayIt's like it all falls into placeEverything feels rightEver since you walked awayMy life's been in disarrayAll I want is one more dayAll I need is one more day with youNow I'm sittin here, like we used to doI think about my life and how now there's nothing I won't doJust for one more dayOne more day with youEverytime I see your faceEverytime you look my wayIt's like it all falls into placeEverything feels right (Everything feels right)Everytime I hear your nameEverytime I feel the sameIt's like it all falls into placeEverything feels rightYou walked awayJust one more dayIt's all I need, just one more day with you[Thanks to worstdayever27@yahoo.com for these lyrics][ www.azlyrics.com ]

2005-04-17T00:51:00.000-07:00

ME in specs...

2005-04-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

BROTHERHOOD!!!

2005-04-15T19:22:00.000-07:00

Wel back again...reality check....these few days quiet depress..as usual....listening to simple plan now...my frens in sch has helped me out alot...esp my class "BROTHERHOOD" and my bros frm other class...they help me when i am down...now i am more into studies le...sry if i nv update my blog...coz my studies is really failing....i wish i could compose poem for my life....but i dunno how to compose...Cyn..thx alot...for ur patience...for teaching me...maths....how to play piano...everything....

Everytime I see your face...
Everytime you look my way...
It's like it all falls into place...
Everything feels right...
Ever since you walked away...
My life's been in disarray...
All I want is one more day...
All I need is one more day with you...

2005-04-13T19:05:00.000-07:00

Hai dunno wat to say...so sad these few days...Hai...even we broke up le so wat..still got so much problems...i be truthful...even if i wan to chase someone else...i doubt i will have the chance ok...hai....i need to be off...i wan to have my breathing space...hai...now at elast i noe there are frens who WILL be there for me...i think dat all i can say...i let my classmates down...3km...couldn run....then high jump nv get thru...hai...

2005-04-02T16:36:00.000-08:00

Hai so sian....i feel dat i like robot..this week i 7 days nv rest...even if o lvl year still muz rest ma...but i don have the feeling dat i got rest...hai..sian....Ytd was speech day...train for weeks...hai...didnt even noe it was april fool until evening...anyway...the day to me was with mixed emotions...alot...hai...at first go school...i feel so proud...coz i dawn my uniform...the last day i can doawn my uniform in school ncc...went to the armoury room to find my frens...find my cadets...so cute they all...finally was the rehearsal...took care of supporting contingent...haha...mischevious la they all...i polish my boot until like mirror...then after the first rehearsal my boot become cloudy...so sad....hai...it really dampened my mood...after dat got lunch...realise not enuff food...i have to make the cadets eat...and share...hai...the specs...nv eat at all..except a few...hai...selfish lot...nvm we went out eat...so crappy they all the clt...haha,...then come back...take photo...a parade photo...so cramp...so fun...haha...then my badge started to drop...started to stress le...hai...nvm la....in the end pin it back up...haha...after the real thing end we went back to class...talk cock...haha..talk alot crap...but then sth happen in sch...so muz keep quiet...then talk to the Npcc...haha...talk to audi...so funny...go ard together...go eat also...haha...the chicken is soso good...haha..all of us go snatch...haha...then when all UG grp have to assemble in the hall we go le then realise we have to clear up the place we faster run away...haha...then go down slack...when we were told dat we need to go home, we ran to the class to grab our bags...haha...funny...then started playing pranks haha...then dunno why...my house keys and shirt we in the lost and found...i feel so wierd...got confuse with the strengh..haha...last time become an ic...we were bersurai on our right...diff...coz we step down..pass out...salute our part d1...then gone...made our part c and d stay back...coz we wan to give them our so call talk...when one of them gave me a not..i feel so touch...i will keep it in my wallet...i will be back to support them...They will be our fruit of our success...i hope it would...i see many ppl comin back...i feel really happy seeing them coime back...i cried...really...literally...so sad...i feel so empty...juz hug each other...i hug the part c the d and the d1...some frm a and some frm b...most of them wan me to come back...i gave them my word dat i will..WILL come back for them...even if i am not in uniform i will wear my home clothes to school...After ytd...i am reconsiderin whether i wan to go for CLT course...now i really thinkin...

To all part c,
watever promises u made to the part D...i hope u fulfil it...action speaks louder than words...we too wanted so much to take over...but once we attain our post...is hard...hard to co-ordinate...everything juz seems so hard...but its ok...life goes on...even i didnt get internal promotion coz i don think i harp to much on it..coz i got supernumaray...i believe u all have to potential to bring up the name of NCC in SMB...A bronze will befind but...our target is silver...prove us all wrong...dat u ALL can lead as one...

Nv felt so empty in my life...
Ncc is still in my heart and soul...

2005-03-25T15:00:00.000-08:00

*Yawn* so tired...last nite i 4.30 slp...so tired...talk to her talk so long...i watch the eye 10 very scary...now i don dare do the things le...haha...very happy...i now can play and also can pass...haha...last time play and fail..now can pass...i also got study now...my birthday coming le...25 april..remember ah...haha...sian...speech day step down le...but still muz go ncc...but i like coz is superumarary...2nd and 3rd going affirmation ceremony...YEAH!!!got goodie bag le...after i was a part a...haha...then part d also can get goodie ba...so exciting...

Lead To Excel....

2005-03-24T21:25:00.000-08:00

So sian...Hai...dunno why...nobody wan to listen to me...i have no true fren in this sch le...hai...some don care..some care...but insult like shit...dunno how to be sensitive...hai...Ppl xia lan to me can...i xia lan to them they give me face...so fk up...las year le...One last fucking year...and i am out...farewell to everybody..hai...

BiG AsPiRatIonS...
FucK up scH!!!

2005-03-21T21:45:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nv felt so stress before...Hai...so many things to do in one day..sometimes i lose it and jus skip my H/W...hai...no choice..w.at to do...O level...i realise when our form teacher scold us...i realise sth...it is a fact...most of us still take it easy...but not me...i noe the stress...i can feel it now...i am trying to work hard now...but there are distractions...distractions i cant turn away from...NCC!!!!Useless cca...hai...dunno wats wrong with it...nobody jus wan to help our unit...maybe i not going for CLT...it might juz be wasting my time...Altho i get into SuperNumarary...so wat...still get FK...kicked ard...all bull shit...so stress...anyway speech day coming...i jus tolerate then can step down and see our part C suffer...is not easy being a specialist...anyway this sch is full of favourtism...hai...lucky there are some frens out there willing to listen to me...anyway hope dat tigger out there would forgive my fren...my italy...keep asking me to check if u had forgiven him...i can see dat he didnt mean it...he don really think wat he wan to say before he say it...i also sometimes get hurt....got one time he suan me at sun plaza...i felt so low...like a loser...nth good...i jus ignored him...finally he stop...back to normal again...anyway...hai...those takin DNT...All the best...its tough doing the folio...its crazy...mad...so hard...hai..i regretted taking it...but to me is so easy to score...coz its ard u...everything...is juz memory work...those names so hard to spell..dats all...cameslack abit...now going back to do work...To CSM...If u come across this msg...DON FK WITH ME AGAIN!!!!!

Small DJ...
Big Ambition...

2005-03-19T23:00:00.000-08:00

Ok for the sake of my punksters...i will FINALLY update my blog...Muaha...Ke lian ah Handsome Chua...to me i feel dat...better to stop wooing her...i really feel dat u cant get her...coz i feel dat she has her heart on someone...take things easy anyway...don stress urself...if u stress eat peppermint sweets...will help u relief ur stress...Moreover u have frens dat u can count on rite?But there is a limit each individual can help...i only can open my house to u...for u to play ur CS...Keep smiling anyway...IF we were to go out anywhere sure call u one don worry...after O i organise chalet...don worry...i think organise at sentosa...hotel le...my mom got entitlement...Muahahaha...ok get back to track...the english course ok la..so so...it go help improve my english la...but i still got doubts...Well now O level year le...i still taking it lightly...but dunno why at the same time i woke up and taking it seriously...very contradicting rite...nvm...haha...as long i can cope can le...but my english muz get A1 and chi B3...all is MUZ...my chinese got F9 for my Ca...eng B4 only...i need eng A1 to go mass comm...s hard to be DJ...next time i got nick...haha...DJ Tim...haha...anway...i cant let my frens down...esp my bros and siss...all so gd to me..haha...hope next year get back results all happy faces no sad faces...i don wan to be sad...hope all go to their respected poly...ok la gtg bye..

Small DJ...
Big Dreams...

2005-03-14T11:00:00.000-08:00

Oh here i am a gain...after come back from my camp...the 4 day sleepless camp...so tiring....hai slp 2 hrs every nite...actually is can slp in the camp de...coz i logistics...but cannot slp in front of the cadets...OUr CO also nv scold...so good..still bought roti prata for us..haha so funny...i don reallyfeel like writing this blo now coz i very tired...dunno why...Went so super ytd...so funny...tot it will be super tough...didnt noe so slack...haha...do come introducing...sl many ppl i dunno..i don dare talk to them...coz of my face...not sure how to tackle my face le...nvm...i will only get my yellow lanyard after O...so stress...haha...today also have...hai....but today lesson really start le...haha,...ok la i don wan to write le so tired...Zzz

Tired Dude...
Slp Tight

2005-03-05T17:20:00.005-08:00

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely roadThe only one that I have ever knownDon't know where it goesBut it's home to me and I walk aloneI walk this empty streetOn the Boulevard of Broken DreamsWhere the city sleepsand I'm the only one and I walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk a...My shadow's the only one that walks beside meMy shallow heart's the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk aloneAh-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ahI'm walking down the lineThat divides me somewhere in my mindOn the border lineOf the edge and where I walk aloneRead between the linesWhat's fucked up and everything's alrightCheck my vital signsTo know I'm still alive and I walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk a...My shadow's the only one that walks beside meMy shallow heart's the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk aloneAh-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ahI walk aloneI walk a...I walk this empty streetOn the Boulevard of Broken DreamsWhere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk a...My shadow's the only one that walks beside meMy shallow heart's the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk alone...[ www.azlyrics.com ]

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2005-03-05T16:36:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wish i nv had her at all..i regretted...really regretted...she has no limits...i am very sick and tired...i hate my life...don understand which part of me am is so good dat she muz stick to me...i don care anyway...Life Sux...i don think anyone understand me...i only have a deep momory of a fren..a close fren..n primary sch...he treats me like his small bro...even if i go bullied by his fren he would stand up for me...willing to lose dat fren for me....but now...we lostcontact...i really hope i can get back to him...i noe where he live i am afraid he would have shifted out...or forgotten me...so many things i wanna write here but i cant...i juz cant put into words...sometime i jus feel like breaking down...life is so sucky...i fail test...test which i took was easy...ye i still fail...i don understand...i did study...am i slow?am i stpid?if not why cant i understand...Lifes complicated...its too complex for a simple uy like me to understand...too too complex...wish i wasnt in this sch at all...there is no one true fren i noe in this sch...no one true fren...no one is willing to share my sorrows...my pain...my weal and woe...ppl wan me when they need help...if not they forget me....

Fuck Life...
I am stupid...

2005-03-05T04:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i juz hate...hate to be soft hearted...it juz hurst me.,...it hurts me alot..a bloody hell lot...i only noe i have someone...always following me...is juz so irritating....so annoying...i wan to break dat bond...i make me fuck up...so vex....i juz wan to go to a peaceful island...where there are no one..juz sit there enjoy the scenery...so listen to calm waves...an forget all my pain....juz wan to me memsmerize by the sound of nature....There is one gal i noe in sch...i dunno whether she purposely getting me into trouble or she nv hear properly...sometimes i may sound harsh...but i nv shout...i don shout at anyone...have anyone of u experience me shouting at u?i don think so...Yd was there to prove i wasnt shouting...i actually was helpin her...i find her selfish...go where muz call ppl...anyhow cal ppl wet blanket..she herself is a wet blanket...so much logic...but it doesnt make any sense...g out muz have someone to buy with her...i think these type of fren is better avoid...back to the point...i help her beco is he O level year...i now trying to help ppl...make them do work...i now force da to do his work...i really am...altho he didnt try alot but he still tried...If she don wan to do nvm..there is 5 hrs for her to do one letter writing...but sh don wan...she chose not to do...then chinese lesson sh cry say me...blah blah blah...ya la..E2 wan to belief her wat to do...V4 wan to belief her wat to do...becoz they are frens longer than me wad...treat her better than the rest...nvm lor...be wat u wan...if she cries...i don think i will give a damn at all...

2005-03-03T19:30:00.000-08:00

Hai so sian...another day...dunno whyis she like this..keep wan to be with me....she very chi qing...juz let it go...i am no use...i think i don wan to carr on ths relationship...i don think is becoz of studies any more...i find dat is our character dat do not match...i cant keep up with u..i don wan go out anymore...now the exams so stupid...one test then straight away another...so headache...sstupid princicple...hai...nvm last year in this tupid school le...REN!!!...dat is all i wanna say...all the best to yi da...hope his studies is good...and abt dat gal he adore...so much...

No Pain...No Glory...

2005-03-02T18:15:00.000-08:00

Finally back to write again...Tml got Common Test...muz pass...muz jia you...hai so sian...Nvm muz pass...chinese muz et B3...Muz Muz MUZ GET!!!....I gave her a week more to be with me...i actually made up my mind...to continue this relationship...but today she ruin it...hai...i really very fed up very sad...very depress...hai... i think i don wan coninue le la...i haven made up my mind...first time so so wishy washy...so po po ma ma...hai...didnt noe this is the life of me...congrats to my cousin...Kai Jia...she got 13...for her O...i feel happy for her...at the same time i worry for myself...worry i cant get into mass comm...so headache this few days...hai...nvm lor..no choice the time table so packed...nvm muz tell myself to work hard...

No Pain...No Glory...

2005-02-26T15:49:00.000-08:00

So sad today...why why...why the hell am i so obsess with the stupid O level...Making me lose all my freedom...even my most dear gal...Why why muz dat stupid O ruin my life...now by best fren say i am obsess...i am so scared i will fail my O...i don wanna retake...i have totally lost feelings for the gal i had...its been 1 year and 2 days...and its hard to say goodbye...i have no appetite these few days..eat very little...the sch time is so packed i can hardly breathe...Nvm...but i find jess very hard to entertain...yes i admit i am avery boring person...stay at home...eat play study...but dat is part of life isnt it?i now cant even play my fav bike...Timothy...Timothy...wat happen to u...Why have u gone to such a loner...even in school...so lonely...i noe a break up coz of studies is the most stupid excuse...i also swore i won use dat excuse...but i noe realise...i understand why...why ppl have to break up...ppl ard me are trying to make me happy...i juz cant...i cant...the stress had overcome me...i cant take it..imagine ur O level is 8 mths away...ant u hve to damn little time to complete them...its hard..very very hard...

I have a wish...i wish for this year...i wish this year it would be my happiest birthday of my life...the biggest...the most liviest...dats all..

Fk exams...

2005-02-25T15:46:00.000-08:00

Today so sian stay at home...no choice la...Nth to do at home...Hai...Even thou is our first year...hai...It does not make much diff to me...Hai...But truly speaking...each time she write abt me in her blog i noe sure bad de...always bad de...nvm lor...use to it le...anyway i am losing feelings for u..close to have no feelings...

Life Sux...Live With It...

2005-02-19T11:00:00.000-08:00

So happy today...my zha bo better...haha...dunno why...now playing game and writing at the same time...today intro one fren to yi da...they talk talk then ps me...so sad...haha nvm...today go walk with jess...sit on the field watch stars...so nice...today yi da finally confess his feelings to the gal le...i feel so happy...i chat with her today also..haha...ok la she quite ok...Hope yi da got chance la...last nite go watch movie watch late nite one...reach home at 2...haha...so happy...can watch so late...first time..too bad my honey cant...she cry...nvm after our big Os...we go out watch...watch as a big grp..haha...go chalet...i organise..haha...we watch with sim...fong...mei...and hui...haha...mei got alot of comments...then sim keep eating...hui very quiet...fong complain alot...haha so funny...watch until i so scare go home...but today wake up forgot everything....haha so funny...my blog nice ma?my honey help me de...so good to me she...haha...ok la signing off le...nitezz...

No Guts...No Glory...

2005-02-18T18:35:00.000-08:00

This few days nv update le....So sian...Sometimes i wonder wat is so gd abt me dat someone don wanna let go...Juz give up on me i don suit u...OK...Today went Tp...Place so big...Got bike show too bad cannot watch...so cool they all...play trail...but i don like pai kia bikers...so act..i look up to those bikers whom can study and play...I interested in their mass comm...i wan be DJ...so cool...my teacher wan me go Jc..i will reall try my best la...If not i go SP the mechincal engineering...2 days ago went play bike...i fell...dunno wat reason...my left foot got stck in dunno wat thing...make me fall...sprain my left ankle and wrist...now so pain...now me right hand so so so....suan...I decided le...after my big Os...i don work i go 3 mths Jc....i go try the life there...no venture no gain...right?Anyway later going my frens house play...hope can watch movie...ok la...signing off now...

No Guts...No Glory...

2005-02-13T22:00:00.000-08:00

So angry today...dunno why Some bois of my class so sissy...so wishy washy...cant make up thier mind...hai..they make me puke...some brag so much in the end worst then me...sometime be ppl muz be humble...don boast..don brag...is still the best...my gf now better but her good fren...i dunno....so irritating...so annoying...dunno she is the one who is the cause of it...she keep asking my gf to buy things...make her cannot save money..wonder how she got into my class..she like don wan my gf to do well in her Os...so angry...anyway enuff abt her...My 'wife' and i wan to one year le...so happy...dunno whether we can last after O anot...Hope we can...I plan to have a chalet...after O...only my good frens only...go there party...haha...stay there 3 days..i wan to go beach road to buy boxers...so cute the boxers there...haha..i have a lot of collection of neoprints...so happy...haha...all with gals one la...mostly is my wife...haha...after my o...i will miss my frens...sure de...Tml sch le so sian...life goes on...so how...muz carry on...H/w come in piles and tons....make me suffocating...Esp...Maths...i cant cope...Mt coming i scared....i nv score well...hope there will be a miracle...i am now trying my best to get the chinese skill inside my head...So happy got into the Super numerary...
No Guts...Get Lost...

2005-02-12T21:17:00.000-08:00

Today 4th day of the lunar calendar...went temple so sian...This few days not feeling well...dunno why...Ytd nite go bai nian at my gf house...got some uninvited guest la...but i try not to care la...drink wine ah we all...drink quite alot...someone drunk so funny...in the end try find excuses..haha funny...we got gamble la playin 21 dian... funny...but we don gamble so much...we only place 10 cent to 20 cent...haha funny hor...but i go there talk la...so fun...stay up till 1030 then go...i still don wan...the alcohol...make my stomach hot...then today got to go toilet..sian..last nite they still wan go watch movie...good ah they all...i cant...no freedon even for a 16 year old...sian...nvm la...quite fun ytd...ok la i don wan write le very tired...

No Guts....Get Lost...

2005-02-10T17:39:00.000-08:00

Gong xi fa cai everybody...Happy new year....For me chinese new year very fun..can with my cousin...But this year dunno why...i don feel the same....maybe now we older...cannot paly those games we play before....but nvm i got quite a sum of money this year..is less than 200 but is gd for me le...i plan to save this for the treat to my cousin i promise them...and my haro bike..after my o...i very scared my mt...always fail...hope can et b3....dat is my aim...low rite...but high for me...sth for my gf...i don put u behind my frens...in fact i will help u first then my frens...no fren of mine is loyal to me...i got into the super numarary..i don feel so happy...I shd get excited but i dunno why i have no feeling....Wierd...Who cares...O level comes first...come back serve ncc in sch another time...Nth to say really...juz hope she would stop all those nonesense...well we going one year le...this month the 25...is our annivesary...my Birthday on the 25 of april rmb buy me presents...ok la see ya...

No Guts...Get Lost...

2005-02-04T21:20:00.000-08:00

This few days my life no good...dunno why...sometimes feel very lonely...I no longer like my embawang Ncc le..I find dat it pang seh me alot...Esp dat stupid training spec...I am his second IC and he still ask me go look at the notice board...Wonder i mean anything to him anot?!?!?!??!?!Si Beh sian...Then another problem is the stupid COs..i in the Exco team yet they give me such a low post....If i get CLT i won come back to serve this lousy sch...is full of shit...Now i don care i jump post...Nobody cares...Then our CSM always like to drag time then everything drag long or cock up is our fault not his fault...The ASM another one....Now everybody all BIG F*** le wad...Don care abt this small fren of theirs...then the Staff sgt alll al i mean all useless....throw shit jobs to the sgts...think we dogs...i already dog everywhere le...so sickening...My class also so stupid..I dunno whether my feeling is true or not...But since i broke up wih my ex everybody treat me so cold...I noe i very lousy in character....nvm....is my last year le...i WILL nv come back to this stupid sch....Then Sab treat me like wat like dat i noe la i class chairperson but she also wad..we have the shared responsibility...But sometimes i cant take it...Today nearly cry in chinese class...coz i find dat my chinese ji chu not very good...i can feel the stress...BUt i not sure if i wan to take up chinese b anot...lucky got ppl encourage me...My current stead,jess.And my mei mei,Val...all treat me very well...
No guts...Get lost...

2005-01-14T13:40:00.000-08:00

After so long finally i write in...so sian stay at home...altho i won write so much on this thing but i try to write a week once...studies no gd..ncc no gd...zha bo also no good...hmm....wonder when my life will be gd...but my brudders in sch very gd to me...sumtims i thinking whether got alot of ppl dislike me anot....nvm...my birthdat on 25 april muz give presents...my birthday and christmas always bery bery lonly de...nobody pei me...but last year my zha bo pei me....happy...isimply don understand why m zha bo so stress...maybe i lousy ta bo ba...these few days very stress up with work...esp dnt...do folio until i wan die...tho first draft but i wan die le....no choice this is sec 4 life...i scared o lvls...scared muz repeat...i don wan to...my mt also very bad...a maths noone teach me...everytime call one my my brudder but he always bz...nvm la...now i more closer to hazeeq and yi da le...so happy....they treat me very gd...everytime help me do thins...but i dunno whether i gd to them anot...hope my prelims gd...so can go clt...hmmm...ok la i sgn off here....

No Guts...Get Lost....